To my better half

A dedication to my better half :

My mr better half,
I still remember when I first talk to you, I could already feel the chemistry,
I still remember the first joke u told me, I laughed very gedikly, (someone would have slapped me if they heard how gedik I was),
I still remember waking up very early, to cope with the time difference,
You fed me with local news, everyday,
You calmed me down when I was all panic over exams and results,
I still remember when you talked non stop about your life,
I was smiling listening to all cute stories of yours,
I rushed back everyday from boring lectures, just to talk to you,
I ditched everything else just to listen to your ramblings,
You asked me a lot of questions, you said you want to be my virtual friend,
You said you don't believe we could go out for a date,
You said we're better to go virtual,
I insisted a date, I was all curious about you, I was pretty sure you were too,
Since the start, you were very degil, you kept on reminding me how we were better stay virtual,
I played your game sayang,
We were talking on the phone for more than 7 months,
Finally, you asked me out for a date, maybe you changed your mind about staying virtual
I was jumping up and down,
On the so-called-date, you were adorable, you stutter when you talked,
You answered when I questioned, you laughed when I told my stupid jokes,
You were all panic when I made eye contact,
Call us corny, but we exchanged gifts on our first date,

You called me everyday, you texted me every 3 hours just to tell your jokes,
You put rainbows into my life everyday,
You amazed me everytime I talked to you,
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It is amazing how you have something good to say about other people and things around you from the day I know you until today,
You never complain,
You are very pure and true, not just to me, but to everybody,
It is amazing how you can still say good things about me everyday, despite how I treat you lately,

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Please come here mr better half, I need all your positive vibes here with me :(
You are definitely my Better Half.

Not a good day

Today,
Don't ever trust guys I must say this, today a good friend caught her boyfriend red handed, texting another girl calling each other sayang and flirting with each other. Long distance relationships have never been easy. I've always love to see them together, and I always comparing him with Fit, how perfect he is, how responsible he is (he would ring my friend everytime, he would send her money and buy her things, he would come to visit her every other season, he would do what all girls want, despite the distance) and at one point without me realizing Fit was really hurt by it. But I guess those are all not the base for a relationship to work. Honesty and loyalty are the 2 bases of a good relationship. It's okay girlfriend, whatever doesn't kill you will always make u stronger. This is a sign, petunjuk from Allah SWT, and also a challenge for you. Kenape kita perempuan sgt lemah? We have to be strong lah, stop depending on guys too much, stop relying on them too much etc. It's easy said than done. But before we decide to start a marriage life, it is easier to decide on things, once you've stepped into that other world, we are kind of stuck and we have to decide not only for us, but for others.

I really hope my relationship will insyaAllah lasts and I hope Fitri's imperfections will always stay perfect for me. Even he is not the perfect guy to every girl, but I just hope he is will be to me forever. Sayang, if you're reading this, I am sorry if I ever hurt you with sarcastic comments and complaints. I am sorry for being sometimes very rude to you, I am sorry if I am sometimes being very irrational and very demanding, I am sorry if I am sometimes hurt you physically and mentally, I am sorry if I am sometimes a bit too pushy and nagging a bit too much.
Saya buat ni sumer sebab saya sayang awk lah. ;p

Anyway people it's 3 am now Ive got to sleep now. Ive got to pack for Paris early tomorrow and take a train to Leeds after and travel to Paris from Leeds.
Alrighty,
xoxo

Al Fatihah

Today, a friend just got married and he lost his dad on the same day. Al Fatihah.
Not literally my friend, but I will still call him mine.
Agar arwah dicucuri rahmatNya dan ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yang beriman.
Be strong.

Blogging from the office

It's lunchtime. And it's raining so decided just to stay in. Had choc cake. A couple in my office just got married and they brought 2 cakes just to celebrate. So there goes my lunch, a slice of cake and an apple. Everyday, I tried to consume at least satu biji buah. Takut cepat sakit if tak consume any. Today weather mcm bongok. Macam hujan tak ikhlas tu, hujan renyai je but the whole day non stop. Baik hujan je lah lebat and last for only 2/3 hours kan. ini tak. I hate British weather. Up to now, 7.40pm (msian time) Fit still tak call or text me or add me on FB, since the incident yesterday. Be strong Nadiah jgn call dier, nope. no no no. Petang ni I have to go to town to return benda and to buy masking tape, nak start pack brg. But this kind of weather mls nak redah hujan dgn payung and angin kuat and ended up payung terbang. Ill go esok lah. I am now working on the wind load acting on the piles. susahhhnyeeeee!!!!!! and the two person yg I always ask help for tak dtg pulak. sob sob. buntu.buntu.

I can't wait for Paris people! I'm going for a short escape this thursday! weehoo! I need sun!!! I want sun!!! So I'll be updating you guys after the trip :) A short escape with the housemates.
Disneyland here I come!

Later, xoxo

a week in a nutshell

Last week was ok-ok la. NOT! Duduk sorang2 kat rumah for 3 days, housemates went for holiday jln2. Fit was there la for that 2 days. The third day, guess what? End up gaduhhhh mcm gile kut. Saya nangis mcm org giler haha. eeeee bile gaduh serious rasa nak tembak je Fit tu. Macam nak pukul sampai luka2 darah2. boleh tak??? Pastu die akan start buat lawak2 ingat benda tu kelakar, fit kalau awk tgh baca ni, just to let u know, tak kelakar ok?! Fit rasa semua ni mcm tak patut gaduh and rasa semua ni mcm ntah pape. Mungkin saya kut suke attention pastu reka2 cerita benda yg tak betul.Tapi semua perempuan mcm tu kan? hehe.

Last week at work oklah not too bad, masa berlalu quite cepat juga in the office maybe because I've got loads to do. Started doing ground slab and piled foundations design now. Maybe setengah org tak tau saya buat ape for living, kan. I am a Structural Engineer Graduate. Working with a consultant firm, so I do design on my daily basis. Bukan design2 cantik2 tu tau. I do design calculations, design beams, columns, slabs, foundations dan semua yg berkaitan dgn bangunan and infrastructure punya benda. Being an Engineer is tough i must say. Susah juga tak sesenang yg disangka kan kut. My boss selalu kata Ive got to be a bit more stern, a bit more garang and not too softy. It's a tough field. Anyway, enough of that. Tapi yeah itulah I do for living. Tapi work in the UK is not as bad working in Malaysia. The working hours is not as bad as in Malaysia and the people here tak akan marah u no matter how bongok and slow and u can ask whatever u want, tak kisah la soalan bodoh ke, soalan yg you have already asked and u forgot it ke, they wont marah. And sini takda istilah overtime. No one actually buat overtime. Unless ada benda yg due sgt2. And Ive realized org kat sini, bile time kerja, tak ada siapa borak2 tak ada siapa ckp pasal ape2 not involving work, lunchtime sumerang pegi half an hour je. I guess thats why kut kerja can be finished on time. Unlike in Malaysia, we go for breakfast, lunch, semayang breaks, tea time and borak2 in between and ended up kene stay late night at the office kan.. lain jugak culture kat sini. Ehhhhh dah la tu Nadiah! boring pulak ckp pasal tu. yadayadayada..~!

Semlm, I went out with Fashran, jln2 town. Went to Selfridges, teman Fashran masuk2 designers store, saya tak retilah masuk2 kedai2 ni. rasa kekok. Tapi if Ive a lot of moo-lahh nakkkk jugak bag designers. I want the "Neverfull MM Louis Vuitton" handbag. I want plsssss. Can I have that for my hantaran? Or maybe by the time I kawin tak ada dah kut bag tu. hehe. Tak apalah, nanti I'll buy a present for myself lah. For my 24th birthday. =D
We had sushi from Yo Sushi! Then, later jumpa dodoe, Milla, Finna and Nurain and had dinner at Siam Orkid, a goodbye dinner for Finna.

Today, sgt pissed off went out to get some cash utk buss pass esok. tapi sumer out of service! tension giler!!! walked up and down the street tapi tak ada jugak. And while I was walking tadie with my very selekeh outfit, dgn rambut tak bersikat, muka mcm baru bgn tido and terfikir tadie, "ramai nyeeeeee org Paki kat siniiiiiii!!" sebenarnye mcm tired dah tgk ramai sgt umat diorang kat sini.Not that I have something against diorang tau but ntah mcm tak suka. LOL.

Oklah, I want to go and do my laundry! later people.
xoxo

Enjoy the bagg..

Hari Panas

Today hari panas. Panas as in badan panas cuaca pun panas. Saya dpt demam from Chris. bongoklah dier tu, he shouldnt have come to office kan kalau demam. now ive got it from him. Rasa tak selesa ok, throat rasa panas, nafas pun panas. Met Danielle today, after so long. Had a great day today with her chit chatting about our coursemates and leturers and basically whats happening kat department since I left Uni. Everything sounds the same to me. Went shopping with her kat town. Bought a handbag from urban outfitters, a top from topshop and a few headbands.Lately ni suke pulak pakai headband yg ada bow2 tu, dodoe kata konon2 comel.LOL.

This is the handbag

Lama dah carik this type of bag with the frills finally found it :) Ate a bit too much harini. Had ice cream, then krispy kreme doughnuts then pad thai! So, tomorrow is going to be a diet day for me since Im home alone for another 3 days so, boleh la diet skit. ( u reckonnnnn?) The housemates suemr tgh bersukaria die London, They've finished their exams, finished their Degree basically so they are having so much fun celebrating! and me I 'm stuck lah sebab kene pegi work Monday ni. It's okay, I like to be in the offce, haha Im pathetic I know. =S
Yesterday, we had a bbq dekat Platfields with Nurain's coursemates, Labu Pali semua and us. Enjoying the sun, while it lasts. After, we went to Deaf Institute to have our desserts and jln2 pegi city after that, discovered a new place in Manchester, the Spinningfields, a new area, similar to Canary Wharf, sgt posh and I like that place very quiet and peaceful. Semalam jugak Mama called, borak2 ngan Mama, lama jugak sampai jadik anti social masa bbq sebab Mama dok cite mcm2. :)

Oklah i want to go and watch gossip girls.
Till then,
xoxo

Danielle Miller

OASIS baby!

Dari hari ke hari, byk betul activites. Sampai saya pun tak boleh keep track dah with everything. Sejak dah start kerja ni, susah nak ckp no if ada org ajak keluar, semua pun kata okay aje. Last weekend was full. Saturday, I went to Cheshire Oak with Fashran and Basyeer, teman diorang shopping. heee.. tapi end up beli satu baju kerja, satu jacket, dua baju jln2. Janji tinggal janjilah.! should have kept my bankcard at home.Ill do that next time. Then, later on we had our dinner at Thai banana, an awesome one. burppp~! On Sunday pulak, went for dimsum with Nurain for lunch and saya buat perangai dekat kedai mcm nak menangis tibe2 emo nak marah Fitri (sebab marah? i also tak tahu) I think too much. Balik talked to him for a while, and he was busy celebrating Kak Long's birthday so mcm buat2 lah merajuk ckp "pegilah buat benda yg lagi penting" dgn harapan dier akan kata "takpe, awk lagi penting.." hehe. tapi family is more important, saya pun tahu tu tapi saje je suke buat drama.Kalau takda drama tak best lah kan? hehe. Then, Amir pun dtg and we went for Oasis Concert in Heaton Park! It was asweomeeeee baby! Oasis did a good job! It was worth going! nasib I didnt ikut perasaan and ditched the concert because of awk Fit!!
Dont Look back in anger was fantastic! Masterplan was amazing! Oasis rocks my socks! haha selalu dgr org ckp mcm tu rocks my socks so saje je try ayat tu. hehe. Tapi at the concert, sumerang mcm high and going crazy. Me and Nurain mcm pathetic losers with a bottle of coke and crisps, and everyone else was with 2 glass of beers on their hands. Tapi takpe, Oasis managed to make us high.hehe. The opening acts were Kasabians and The Enemy. The Enemy was not bad at all. Tapi Kasabians kurang gemar. Go and have a look kat my FB for the
pictures. :) and videos too. Oh ada this guy actually peed dlm his empty beer cup. yek yek. and me and nurain takut sgt he will throw that cup away. Sebab semuarang mcm rasa seronok baling2 cups with beer mlm tu. Itu kut cara diorang have fun. Tapi he ended up not, tapi still geli kutttttt nampak he peeddddd. yek yek.

Alrightey people,
someones waiting for meee. heee.
xoxo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUFINA AND MARYAM!

YOU GUYS ARE 24 TODAY! MISS KORANG A WHOLE LOTTTT!!!