Salam Takziah to Eleanor and her family

Saturday,

Sunday,

I woke up to a very dark gloomy weather, the sun was only for maybe an hour, it was very gloomy today, I was really frustrated with my lappie today, everytime I logged in the computer, it will only give me less than five minutes to play around with it and then it got hang. hanged. hang. tak sure eja mcm mana. whatever, but yeah my lappie mcm merajuk ke ape i dont know, uwaaaa. I talked to Fit this morning, he texted me a few times, he missed call me a few times but I thought oh well biar je lah because I was supposed to merajuk, hehe, something happened last night. lalala~ When I finished talking to him, I received a status update from Akma about the loss of Eleanor's mum. I was very affected with it, I rang Ainul and Aliaa to let them know about it. Ive been following Eleanor's story about her mum's condition for these past weeks. Eleanor, be strong, Allah lebih sayang kan dia. So many things are happening around us, if only I could help everyone to go through everything and if only I could make them feel better, i wish :(

Monday,

Today at work I wasnt concentrating that much, this week is going to be really2 slow, did a few design checks, am not planning to get any design work from either Chris, Nigel or Robert, I wont be able to finish them. Tadi after work was supposed to meet Helmi and Mira, but Mira habis class lambat so I thought I dont have much time to waste my time, hehe, Ive got to start packing my hand luggage, I know its just a hand luggage but I need to really pack them. My check in luggage now weighs 25.8kg, should be okay as Ive got 30kg allowance kan. I love Emirates :) Thank you for increasing the baggage allowance. Went to town to ge Kak Emma's M&S deodorants, went to Lush to get Millie's perfume, then I was at the counter, took out my debit card, then it got declined 3 times! then the salesperson was apologizing, she said the connection hs been really busy today, being me, dah start panic whether is it really been declined or maybe they are taking my money, told them Im gonna go to the cash machine to take out some cash. Silly silly me, the card I used was the one without any money in it, haishhh. haha. sorry Millie! couldnt get you the perfume!

Balik, was really starving had dinner with Millie. Rushed into my room, Fit rang me on skype, he was really emotional, he kept on saying not to leave him, hes tired of being lonely, I asked him why, he repeated, dont leave him. I told him he should be happy because Im comng back soon :) I guess that was one of his moments, hehe. Fit, InsyaAllah, dgn izinNya apa kita plan semua akan jadi ok? InsyaAllah I wont leave you unless apa2 yang tak boleh dielakkan, tapi I will always be there for you.lfetime, insyaAllah, Ive always been dreaming of that fit, spending my lifetime with u :) Saya dah berangan2 nama anak saya kan.. heee, anak awk ;p

Toodles,xoxo

It's the 1st of December today. We will all go into 2010 soon. Wow, time flies really fast this year, as fast as the spped of light. in 11 days ill be in Msia! yay! Im hating the weather now in the UK, it is frigging cold, sejuk sgt2. susah nak tido, susah nak bangun, susah nak pegi toilet, susah nak keluar semua pun susah nak buat, i just hate it. I cant wait for the 30 days of summer :)

There are a few things pending in my shopping list, have to get them soon. Work has been a bitttt boring, two things : 1. been designing the same things over and over again 2. hardly concentrate anymore due to the holiday coming up in 10 days. It will be a very sweet escape.heee. I am soo happy I finally bought my own first very designer handbag,heeee. Fit ckp "jgn tulis2 kat mana2 bgtau2 org awk beli handbag, utk kepuasan diri awk je". hehe. but me so excited howwwww.hehe. I bought myself a Huge Hillier Marc by Marc jacobs handbag in grey :)

Enough of my bag. A few things on my mind now, nak mkn sedap:

1. Burger king mushroom swiss

2. KFC

3. Double cheeseburger McDonald's

4. Hokaido

5. Fatty crab

6. Satay kajang!

7. Ayam penyet!

8. Anis sup utara

9. Yong Tau Foo

10. Sotong Kangkung

11. Kerang bakar

12. Ikan pari bakar and kuah asam

13. Keropok lekor basah

14. Jagung bakar

15. Barley ice

16. Steak! victoria station!

17. and lotslotslotslots more.

Im gonna eat until I gain at least 3kg! haha. Anyway, Sufina is now officially a mummy to Iman Zahrah born on the 25th of nov 2009, and Ainul is in her 12 weeks' of pregnancy. :) im proud of u both girlies. :) cant wait to join the mummy club! *keep on dreaming nadiahhh.

Els, I read your blog and I just knew about the condition of your mum, I hope you'll be strong, ini semua ujian from Allah SWT. Ill insyaAllah share with you organic recipes. take care and keep updating your blog. :))

till then toodles!

i shall write when im in Msia later.xxxx