Salam Takziah to Eleanor and her family

Saturday,

Sunday,

I woke up to a very dark gloomy weather, the sun was only for maybe an hour, it was very gloomy today, I was really frustrated with my lappie today, everytime I logged in the computer, it will only give me less than five minutes to play around with it and then it got hang. hanged. hang. tak sure eja mcm mana. whatever, but yeah my lappie mcm merajuk ke ape i dont know, uwaaaa. I talked to Fit this morning, he texted me a few times, he missed call me a few times but I thought oh well biar je lah because I was supposed to merajuk, hehe, something happened last night. lalala~ When I finished talking to him, I received a status update from Akma about the loss of Eleanor's mum. I was very affected with it, I rang Ainul and Aliaa to let them know about it. Ive been following Eleanor's story about her mum's condition for these past weeks. Eleanor, be strong, Allah lebih sayang kan dia. So many things are happening around us, if only I could help everyone to go through everything and if only I could make them feel better, i wish :(

Monday,

Today at work I wasnt concentrating that much, this week is going to be really2 slow, did a few design checks, am not planning to get any design work from either Chris, Nigel or Robert, I wont be able to finish them. Tadi after work was supposed to meet Helmi and Mira, but Mira habis class lambat so I thought I dont have much time to waste my time, hehe, Ive got to start packing my hand luggage, I know its just a hand luggage but I need to really pack them. My check in luggage now weighs 25.8kg, should be okay as Ive got 30kg allowance kan. I love Emirates :) Thank you for increasing the baggage allowance. Went to town to ge Kak Emma's M&S deodorants, went to Lush to get Millie's perfume, then I was at the counter, took out my debit card, then it got declined 3 times! then the salesperson was apologizing, she said the connection hs been really busy today, being me, dah start panic whether is it really been declined or maybe they are taking my money, told them Im gonna go to the cash machine to take out some cash. Silly silly me, the card I used was the one without any money in it, haishhh. haha. sorry Millie! couldnt get you the perfume!

Balik, was really starving had dinner with Millie. Rushed into my room, Fit rang me on skype, he was really emotional, he kept on saying not to leave him, hes tired of being lonely, I asked him why, he repeated, dont leave him. I told him he should be happy because Im comng back soon :) I guess that was one of his moments, hehe. Fit, InsyaAllah, dgn izinNya apa kita plan semua akan jadi ok? InsyaAllah I wont leave you unless apa2 yang tak boleh dielakkan, tapi I will always be there for you.lfetime, insyaAllah, Ive always been dreaming of that fit, spending my lifetime with u :) Saya dah berangan2 nama anak saya kan.. heee, anak awk ;p

Toodles,xoxo

It's the 1st of December today. We will all go into 2010 soon. Wow, time flies really fast this year, as fast as the spped of light. in 11 days ill be in Msia! yay! Im hating the weather now in the UK, it is frigging cold, sejuk sgt2. susah nak tido, susah nak bangun, susah nak pegi toilet, susah nak keluar semua pun susah nak buat, i just hate it. I cant wait for the 30 days of summer :)

There are a few things pending in my shopping list, have to get them soon. Work has been a bitttt boring, two things : 1. been designing the same things over and over again 2. hardly concentrate anymore due to the holiday coming up in 10 days. It will be a very sweet escape.heee. I am soo happy I finally bought my own first very designer handbag,heeee. Fit ckp "jgn tulis2 kat mana2 bgtau2 org awk beli handbag, utk kepuasan diri awk je". hehe. but me so excited howwwww.hehe. I bought myself a Huge Hillier Marc by Marc jacobs handbag in grey :)

Enough of my bag. A few things on my mind now, nak mkn sedap:

1. Burger king mushroom swiss

2. KFC

3. Double cheeseburger McDonald's

4. Hokaido

5. Fatty crab

6. Satay kajang!

7. Ayam penyet!

8. Anis sup utara

9. Yong Tau Foo

10. Sotong Kangkung

11. Kerang bakar

12. Ikan pari bakar and kuah asam

13. Keropok lekor basah

14. Jagung bakar

15. Barley ice

16. Steak! victoria station!

17. and lotslotslotslots more.

Im gonna eat until I gain at least 3kg! haha. Anyway, Sufina is now officially a mummy to Iman Zahrah born on the 25th of nov 2009, and Ainul is in her 12 weeks' of pregnancy. :) im proud of u both girlies. :) cant wait to join the mummy club! *keep on dreaming nadiahhh.

Els, I read your blog and I just knew about the condition of your mum, I hope you'll be strong, ini semua ujian from Allah SWT. Ill insyaAllah share with you organic recipes. take care and keep updating your blog. :))

till then toodles!

i shall write when im in Msia later.xxxx

Gambar hiasan

Dim sum with housemates. 2 from left.

Dhia Ayeesha -Fit's niece, shes cute kan?

Fit and Ayish

As usual, Fit being silly. hehe.

Dua tiga hari ni dah start sejuk gila and it feels like the first time winter coming up for me walaupun dah 3 kali dah rasa tapi masih tak tahan sejuk. This time around mcm more colder than before, Bah! but I said that everytime! It's already November now, cepat gila this year, its gone really fast. Last week was Fit's 26th birthday, we celebrated it on the webcam as usual. He decided to celebrate it with costume this year since his bday falls on halloween. So I thought I should become a catwoman haha and I did. We were laughing mcm org gila before both of showed our costume. I painted my face with my black eyeliner, I looked scary people! But Fit thinks it's cute, alah biasalah tu semua pun cute, so dont believe whatever your boyfriend says, its not always true ;p Fit was a soldier. hhaha. He painted his face and he was all dressed up in soldier attire ahah with guns and Malaysian flags. haha. I'll post the pictures soon. :)

OMG, my heart is beating really fast, Ive just got an email from my manager which says :

"At 2.00pm this afternoon, can all personnel congregate around my desk area as I have an announcement to make on behalf of the Building and Infrastructure Sector of Scott Wilson"

Thank you

Neil M Hardie
Project Director
Scott Wilson

-This is very scary. Im sure its not about raising up our pay, not about giving award to anyone. Hmmmmmmm. 7 minutes to go and I will update on what happened. Brb.

And there you go...another bad news, they are retreching 5 employees now from my team, and ones affected should be getting letters from HR up to next week. Ya Allah yang Maha Kuasa, murahkan rezeki aku dan aku akur dgn segala apa yang telah Kau aturkan, I believe there will be hikmah behind whatever that happens or will happen. I was shivering and I could feel my blood runs rights up my head when Neil announced the news this evening. Everyone was left unsettled after the announcement, it was not quite clear.

I just finished watching 'I love you, Man' with Fit. We are such a pathetics kan watch online movie together, and we will count and make sure we are streaming it together, literally together with the exact minutes and everything. We've been doing that for the past weeks. These days, I spent a lot of times with him, a lot more than before. He has been a really good buddy these past months, a really good friend to me. Millie find it a bit weird spending most of my times with Fit on the WEBBIE! hehe. I dont know maybe Im used to it and I feel very comfortable doing everything together on the webcam. Fit is very comfortable doing it jugak.

Ive been reading blogs of brides to be. Very interesting and very informative. Im trying to get ideas for my wedding, LOL. Fit is going to freak out when he reads this. Dont blame me for this, this is what I do best. heeeee. Fit popped out the Q the other day, "Awk rasa if kita kawin mid year 2011 ok tak?" I was stunned. tersenyap buat ketika and tukar topic lain, hahaha. And the rest is history. Ill update if there is any good news :)

ps: whats for tomorrow? ayam masak kicap pedas? hmm..or maybe ayam sambal..

Hello there~!!!!

FIRSTLY!!!! TWO good new todayyyy!

1. Kak wani gave birth today to a lil cute baby girl weight = 3.4kg
2. AINUL'S 5weeks pregnant!!! :)

phewww. its been a while y'all! hehe. lama betul tak merepek2 kat sini. been busy gila tak ingattttt and veryyyyy penattt. The family just got back to Malaysia last week, it was 18 days of joy.weee~! It was hell of a FUN! too much to share and to write in here..

work's been treating me good, life's good. :))

counting dayssssss =))))