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Thursday, 10 September 2009

Friday, 21 August 2009

Hello readers,
Ramadhan al Mubarak is here :)) Im happy! But here in the UK, I dont get that much excitement as I used to get back in Msia, it's a bit mellow here. Tapi bulan yang sgt mulia ni, I made a few promises to myself, Im hoping I could stick to them with the help of the Almighty Allah SWT. Im kind of worried of the thought puasa for more than 15 hours. The sunrise at 5.50 am and the sun sets at 8.30pm. And Im sure it will be harder than it thought to wake up for sahur this Ramadhan, alone. So that calculated fasting up to erm, 17 hours? I usually sleep at 12am the latest. I hope I can handle the challenge and all the dugaan later, pray for me pls. Juadah buka puasa? tell me bout it, Im sure Ill be eating some random food yg tak sedap, tak menarik and tak menyelerakan :( Cook? after balik kerja at half 5 and penat and puasa? I dont think so.. mkn luar hari2? duit nanti mesti mcm air. Can I cry now? :((
Oh pls God, kuatkan saya plsss

Fit? tak larat lagi dah nak gaduh dgn die, I decided to slower down our relationship, he is one young,err not so young degil man. Very degil. It's not easy to deal with someone like him :(
We've been arguing for the past weeks. Not sure whether its worth it to wait for him anymore :(
Everyone wants the best for him, me, his parents, but he wants to do it his way which he believes the best way, it's okay, I am just going to let him do his way then. Fit, jgn salahkan saya if anything happens along the way. enough of fitri 'tale ing'.

It's the 21st today, family is coming in less than 4 weeks time. weeeee. At least Ive got something to look forward to. We are all going to have a family Raya portrait in London Bridge maybe? hehe. I'll post it up later on. Mama is getting excited about it, she texted me almost everyday letting me know she bought this and that for their UK trip. :))

Work? It's treating me good. Workload dah makin byk, loads of designs and checks to do. But for now, they are still under control. I still could manage them all, for now. Hopefully it will be like this forever, which I reckon not lah kan! I love my job, I will never trade it to something else, even awk Fit. So whatever happens, Im going to put it on top of my priority list.Done.

Oklah,
SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERYONE! RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK :)))

xxx

Sunday, 16 August 2009

Updatesss!

hey hey hey!!!! lamanyaaaa tak write some crap in my so called life diary. It has been a very hectic and busy 2 weeks for me. Ee takda rumah! was all alone at home, alot of things happened and happening. Sooo, where do i start, I can't even remember what I did last 2 weeks, sigh. Highlights, went to meet Aliaa in London with Ihsan and Yad, it was an awesome trip!! was laughing for the whole 2 days, non stop. I miss the good old days =D
Oh but the next day afther the trip was one of the most horrible days for me here in the UK! I went to the NHS for the first time ever since, Ive got a trapped nerve, and I wasnt able to move, my neck was in pain, I cant write, cant bend, cant look around, cant do anything basically. Went to the NHS and was upset with the service, the nurse told me that I couldnt see the doctor because they have a new policy due to the H1N1 wabak. She said, Ive got to leave my mobile number and the doctor will call me and consult me through the phone and if the doctor thinks I should be examined he will ask me to make an appointment, what a stupid regs. I was in pain that I teared while talking to the nurse. I told her that Im just gonna wait, since I cant even walk so I'll just wait. THen later after 40mins, one of the doctors came out and called my name. I walked in, and the doctor gave me a jab because I couldnt stand the pain, it was a fast relief pain injection im guessing. He prescribed me Diazepam, muscle relaxant pills. It was actually a sleeping pill.I slept the whole day, pengsan kutt. When I jaga from tido, I find it really hard to get up, I cant bgn, I was crying, because it hurts gila. I called Fit, he consoled me and try to give me advise through the phonw how to get up without using my back instead to use my lower body, it was really hard, I cried mcm org gila, kesian awk yayang, thanks anyway for temaning me for the whole day, whole week actually, i love u so much.

Was at home for 2 days, took sick leaves, doctor advised me to stay home for a week but I cannot do that, boring gila kat rumah, degil I went to the office jugak sakit2 tengkuk pegi jugak, tapi it was worth it, sebab I could finish my design. yay! The following day I went to Longley Lane for a site visit, horrahh2! I was well excited, jumping here and there asked a lot of questions mcm jakun jeee. hehe. To wrap up, yeah I learnt a lot on site, construction issues, how things being constructed and on top of all, I could see my own design!!! weee. :)

Next story in line, hehehe, rahsia kutttt.